broken...

my heart aready broken.....when i saw u playin or talkin wif HER then i will get tis feel...tat time i really wan 2 STOP both of u but i CANT do tat....n i noe i shouldn't think like tat...HAIZ..i noe SHE noe tat i like u but y SHE need 2 do like tat...mayb SHE LIKE U or wat??when i saw both of u, i really wanna cry.....my BROKEN HEART came 2 ME again...wat SHOULD i do??GIV UP or CONTINUE 2 BREAK my HEART??nowaday i n u like dunno each other althought we always meet in church but i can feel tat both of us cant b like last time ady...I DUN WAN TAT KIND OF FEELING ady...='(

workin day....

day 17

2day i darn tired when i work coz the child keep doin the naugthy thg...haiz...i feel like wanna giv up,man....it makes me moody..SO sorry if i lepas geram on u...^^ but 2day the BOSS belanja me makan MCD...haha....she say 4 rewardin me in AFTER SKUL PROGRAM (ASP)....2day teacher 'J' group cant play water coz got heavy rain..hope 2molo wont so tired...if not i surely dia man....yesterday i watch 'DAI YAT ZI' wif my parent..

workin day....

day 12

2day i feel myself like a maid in skul.....like a maid 4 free goin everywhere they need me..2day a child wet his pants then teacher 'J' ask teacher 'G' wheather can borrow me 2 help the child 2 change the pants or not...if she got time 2 go n ask teacher 'G' can borrow me, y dun she change by herself it will use less time,rite??the 2nd thg is she ask teacher 'G' borrow me again coz help the children 2 take their colour pencil up....she really use me like her maid..tat time i feel like wanna cry ady...=.= n wanna 2 share tis 2 sumone but nobody tat i can share tat time.....darn hard 2 tahan..haiz..actually 2day i dun wan 2 work at all coz i still not feelin well....but if i din go work means i take leave...

workin day....

day 10

finally sick ady...haiz..fri day vomit 1 time....vomit until get cough ady......luckly got 2 days rest..if not sure die lohh...

must get more rest n drink more water..

workin day....

day 6

2day very tired when i workin....but luckly the child stop cryin 4 2day....=) 2day jz a teacher n me look at one class...there was 24 child in one class...but sum of the kid keep followin me wherever i go..haizz....2molo hope the kid sop cryin..n everythg is okie..n 2day onwards i no need 2 follow teacher 'J' ady..darn hapie..WAhahaha...=)

feeling....

2nd day of my work.....i kena MARAH for a few times..HAIZ...wanna CRY out...
and i feel like i goin 2 b LONELY again....is my ATTITUDE got PROBLEM or wat??
wat should i do??i dunno who can i share my FEELING and STORY...i wanna say it out...
while the child crying, i oso feel like wan 2 cry 2gather...= =. who can LISTEN 2 me...
all my FREN started trainin 4 CGL n bz all the time...LORD wat should i DO??
anyone wan 2 SHARE with me??